Crisis is Opportunity

I returned from San Diego able to move my right forearm - MAJOR accomplishment. I am right handed so eating, wiping, washing is better facilitated. My left upper arm 'stigmata' pain is worsening daily so I'm concerned. My plea to the Orthopedic surgeons office results in a same day appointment only I'll see Rick, the PA-C (see prior post)and once again - here is how medicine efficiently works. An urgent need is responded to immediately, I am radiographed prior to visit, the office runs on time regardless of emergency or volume (think PA's, NP's, licensed nursing staff)there are laptops in the exam rooms where all records and digital films are stored electronically (no paper searching), real time data (symptom) entry. Rick walks in, reviews the prior CT scan, brings up arm x-rays for comparison, evaluates films with me directly, AND, spends more time with me typically then physicians. Not that Dr's don't want to but reality is they are pressed for time and I do not require critical care; ancillary providers also tend to deliver more comprehensive patient education as well they should. I love the guy. Another pragmatist who tells me I will probably be in slings longer (up to 8 weeks) and likely have torn biceps. I get weepy, BUT he give me an order for physical therapy. HOORAY! I start on Jan. 13th. I've also hired a personal trainer to come into my home and hope to get my lower body strength back to pre-injury status. I'm used to this BS by now, Craig and I have a bathing and dressing routine. Can't get mad at him for too long because this is the guy that powders my butt.

When bad things happen to good people it is human nature to ask why. Some see it as a form of spiritual retribution or others as the lay of the cards. People patronize you, give you empty platitudes masquerading as compassion and caring though I'm not rejecting sincere sympathies that are well meaning. Sometimes you just don't need to be told look on the bright side. If you are reading this...get a sense of how the person is doing before quoting scripture if that's your style. However...there is no denying the role introspect plays because you want to negotiate your fate. Often, people return to a religious faith they have abandoned and others make heartfelt or empty promises (whichever way you look at the outcome) to that great spirit in the sky. Regardless, accidents, disease, life threatening events can be cathartic and initiate epiphanies. I also just think shit happens. And when it does, figure out the good and the bad real quick so you can be emotionally and physically nimble if more crap is coming. Retrospect is immediate and prospective lifestyle is promised. So here is where I was going to quote that crisis is opportunity we've all heard about. Per that handy Wikipedia, 'Crisis has four defining events. Specific, unexpected, and non-routine events or series of events that create high levels of uncertainty and threat or perceived threat to an organization's high priority goals. Thus the first three characteristics are that the event is 1. unexpected (i.e., a surprise), 2. creates uncertainty, and 3. is seen as a threat to important goals. Venette[2] argues that "crisis is a process of transformation where the old system can no longer be maintained." Therefore the fourth defining quality is the need for change. If change is not needed, the event could more accurately be described as a failure.' If you look at the the Crisis page there is actually a direct request by Wiki founder Jimmy Wales to understand the meaning, and for goodness sakes, please don't misuse the oft repeated 'crisis is opportunity', as it has been done by folks ranging from Condoleeza Rice to Al Gore. Ouch! I still agree with the meaning, get the threat, sense the fear and hope for the transformation. But crisis is serious and now I don't even think this measures up. It doesn't mean I'm going to start saying my prayers but it does mean I'm going to change my life. Besides, isn't living a life of integrity equal to praying for one?